Life’s a total and utter bore,
Listening to you talk drives me crazy,
Every time you open you mouth I want to shoot you,
The only time I get peace is when you r not around,
Times seem off and new,
Dreaming seems overrated,
Nothing here but a bore,
Sleeping is now done,
If I could stay up my whole life,
That would be a bore as well,
Nothing here can help my boring life,
Nor help me seem quit and frank,
I find five dollars,
I’m happy for five seconds,
Maybe I need something more in my life,
Something that would make me not so boring,
Eh, maybe not,
But who am I to kid anyone?

Falling in to a state disarray,
Feeling out of control,
Not knowing whose who,
My eyes are getting heavy,
Nothing makes scene to me,
Not you not any one,
What is this,
What is happening,
My eyes start to fade to black,
I should of never taking that,
Am I going to die?
Am I going to see you once more?
My body feels cold,
I’m having trouble breathing,
Seeing cry over me as I lay here motionless,
I try to speak,
But nothing comes out,
A tear slides down my face,
My lips cold as ice,
I move my hand to your face,
And kiss you good night,
For I shall not awake,
Awake from this long slumber,
I’m about to fall into,
Even now I lay here on the hard cold ground,
The only thing I can see is you,
You as you hold me,
Crying over me,
And asking me not to leave you,
You tell me you love me,
You ask if you’ll see me again,
You’re my best friend and love,
As you lay me in your arms,
My eyes begin to close,
Slowly till they closed fully,
And all I hear is the shorans,
The warmth from your breath,
On my ear that you had whispered in,
Telling me that you love and to wait for you,
My eyes slowly open and I tell you,
In my last breath that I will,
I will wait for you,
No matter how long it takes.

Some day your going to meet the one person that makes you, happy. But you can never be with them. As you just sit home on your couch eating Ben and Jerry’s crying and watching your movie. You wonder, what his doing, at this very moment. You cant stand to think that his thinking the same. For one reason, you know you can never be with him. Which breaks your heart, every time you see him, and think “why!” You live in a world were nothing is nothing and something is something. But you don’t know how to handle when there’s a nothing and a something.


As you fall to sleep there’s a knock at your door, you get up to answer it. And there he is on you porch wet from head to toe, he asks you if he can come in for a while to get dried off. You show him to the bathroom and walk back to where you once lied and try to fall back to sleep.


About a couple minutes later he comes down stairs, and sits beside you. As he watches you awake up, you ask him “if you like me then walk out the door, but if you have feelings for me kiss me”. He went to get up, and walk away but instead he picked her up and kissed her on the lips.


= l right like this would ever happen

Ever get that sick feeling in your guts when you get hit?
Some times its good, which teaches you a lesson, but ever get that one great moment were you just stand up to that person but the knock you right back down?

Never let your gaurd down someone once told me. So I haven't for so long. (aka. i've been a royal bitch), but than who isnt.

My point is - i've done alot of stupid shit in my life and i never wanna do it again. no one in my family loves me but my cat. Even if they say they do they dont. They lie through there fucking teeth so badly its no even funn... so now to my lovely little point, never ever what so ever let you gaurd down not even for a minute

nothing can compare to the way you look at me,
nothing can compare to the way you smile at me,
nothing can compare to the way you hug me,
nothing can compare to the way your lips touch mine,
nothing can compare to the way you sing off key,
nothing can compare to the way you laugh at me,
nothing can compare to the way you talk to me,
nothing can compare to the way you hold my hand,
nothing can compare to the way you walk around,
nothing can compare to the way you say im sorry,
nothing can comper to the way you tell me how much you love me.